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  Miss Millie's Groom

  Title Page

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  ~MISS MILLIE’S GROOM~

  By Catherine E. Chapman

  Published by Catherine E. Chapman at Smashwords

  Copyright 2017 Catherine E. Chapman

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  Chapter 1

  “Millicent, I assure you, if the horse could have been saved we would have saved it–”

  “You could have saved it – you should have! Nothing should have been done without my consent–”

  “But my dear, the horse was in agony. To have delayed in taking action would’ve been sheer cruelty–”

  “I ask you again, Father, who fired the shot?”

  Sir Randolph Awbridge remained reticent, saying calmly, “It makes no odds Millie–”

  “I demand to know,” the girl persisted, adding, “If you don’t tell me, one of the housemaids will,” when her father’s silence had lasted too long.

  Randolph looked upon his daughter forlornly. “It was Ryan–”

  “The stable lad!”

  “Now, Millicent, do not react rashly. The boy only acted upon my orders!” But by the time Randolph had finished his speech, the girl had fled from the drawing room, bound for the door. She was now out of earshot and Randolph knew there was no point in pursuing her.

  * * *

  Millicent Awbridge ran along the long corridor of Glassnest Hall until she reached the kitchens. Narrowly avoiding a collision with Effie, the housemaid, she tore through the scullery and headed for the back door of the grand house. She ran through the stable yard, where a fleeting glimpse of the empty stall that had been her own beloved Charger’s home brought a tear to her eye and reminded her of her purpose. She sped up; she had an account to settle.

  Beyond the yard, Millie followed the track that meandered into the woodland of the estate. There, she knew, in a small hovel of a house, Ryan O’Flynn resided with his grandmother. Ryan, whom her father had brought back with him from a trip to Ireland some ten years ago, when she herself had just been old enough to hold still a memory of the small, pale, blonde boy.

  “Whatever were you thinking, Randolph?” her mother had complained when the boy had been taken away to be washed and more suitably clothed.

  “He was an orphan. They had no place for him on the estate where I was staying. He’s such an endearing little chap and has a wonderful way with horses. He’ll make a fine stable lad.”

  Amelia Awbridge had laughed incredulously at the suggestion. “Randolph, the boy is a runt. You say he’s nine but he’s barely any bigger than Millie–”

  “With a good diet, he’ll grow strong and if he stays short then he’ll no doubt make a decent jockey. That boy’s an investment, Amelia, you mark my words.”

  But he hadn’t stayed short, Millie reflected with satisfaction as she picked her way along the woodland track. Ryan was now approaching six foot – far too tall to be a jockey. However, to Millie’s chagrin, this fact didn’t seem to impede her father’s affection for him.

  Millie had reached the cottage. She walked up to the door and banged on it three times with her clenched fist. When there wasn’t an instant response to her knock, she thumped her fist against the old wooden door again, perversely glad at the pain the action caused her: it just made her feel angrier, which must be good.

  The door opened. “What on earth are you doing? The old lady’s just got off to sleep.”

  “How dare you take that tone with me. I shall be telling my father.”

  Ryan stepped outside the house and closed the door after him. “Will you keep your voice down, young lady,” he said, doubly aggrieved, first by her rudeness and then by her indignation at his response. “And will you be telling Sir Randolph that you came round here causing trouble, upsetting my ailing grandmother?”

  Ryan stood close to Millie, who had been reluctant to give up her post on the doorstep. He towered over her, trying to edge her away from the threshold but finding her resistant.

  “Don’t you touch me,” Millie cautioned when she found that her refusal to budge had caused them to make contact.

  “Believe me, Miss Millicent, I have no desire to do any such thing.”

  “You killed my horse – you shot Charger dead,” she said, pushing the stable lad back against the door but discovering that her force was futile against his strength and stature.

  “There was nothing else could have been done, Miss Millie.”

  “Yes there was. He needn’t have died,” she protested, her face erupting into tears and her fists now beating against Ryan’s chest. She found that they were swiftly arrested by firm grasping hands.

  Defeated, Millie bawled into the rough shirt of indistinct colour that she saw in front of her. To her surprise, she soon felt the sensation of those strong hands that had apprehended her, stroking her hair and caressing her shoulder, and, in response, Millie found her own arms clinging to the detested horse-murderer.

  “There, there, Miss Millicent,” he said, seeming only to remember their respective positions upon utterance of her name.

  Millie felt Ryan withdraw from the embrace. She looked up from his chest and into his blue eyes, which she now realised portrayed fear. The fearless Irish lad, who had not balked at confronting her on his doorstep, was fearful, she could tell, that his display of affection would be relayed to her father. He stood awkwardly, apart from her now, his arms folded. “I’m sorry Miss,” he said, raising his hand to brush a blonde curl from his face.

  Millie feared he might tug his forelock. “No, I’m sorry, Ryan,” she hastened. “I’ve behaved like a child. Of course you had no choice but to do as my father instructed.”

  “It was for the best, Miss Millie,” Ryan said quietly.

  She realised he wasn’t going to look at her again.

  “I’m sorry I disturbed you – and your grandmother. Please forgive me and give her my regards,” Millie said, turning, reluctantly, to leave him in peace.

  As she walked away from the cottage Millie heard the front door close shut. She turned and gazed at the humble dwelling
, not caring whether he saw her do it.

  Something had changed today, Millicent knew. The loss of Charger had seemed unbearable. Unbearable, that was, until she’d felt Ryan’s arms about her; until some stronger bond of affection had been awakened by his tenderness.

  Millie turned back and continued on to the big house, feeling the strangest of sensations. If only it were possible to capture that one perfect moment when Ryan had held her like it was possible for them to behave like that towards one another all the time. If only. Because, from the look on his face, she knew he wasn’t going to do it again.

  And all Millie could think about for the rest of that day was Ryan. Nobody worried about the fact that she cried all night because everybody thought she was crying about the horse.

  Chapter 2

  “Millicent, I don’t find it easy to talk about these things. It’s at times like this when I lack the necessary sensibilities of a mother…”

  Why, Millie pondered, could her father never just say, “It’s now that I miss your mother.” He managed always, somehow, to negotiate awkwardly around the fact of her mother’s death.

  “I’ve asked your Aunt Rose to come and stay with us for the duration of the house party, with the intention that she will act as something of a chaperon towards you.”

  “It’s quite unnecessary, Papa–”

  “On the contrary, my dear, I think at this juncture in your life a chaperon is quite necessary.” He paused. “You know, of course, that Mr Windham is among the guests.”

  Millicent squirmed at the mention of his name. “Father, I believe I have explained before that I do not wish to look upon Benjamin Windham as a suitor–”

  “But my dear you do not know the young man. He has prospects, breeding–”

  “He has not breeding,” Millie was quick to correct.

  “He has far better prospects than many with far better breeding, that’s the point, my girl. And he has expressed a keen interest in you.”

  “But Papa–”

  “So I would ask that, under the watchful eye of your Aunt Rose, you seek to become acquainted with Mr Benjamin Windham whilst he is staying in our home. I am confident that, upon better acquaintance with that young man, you will find him a most agreeable suitor, Millicent.”

  Millie could see that opposition was futile. The house party was all arranged and, moreover, her father’s mind was made up. There was nothing to be done but go along with it.

  * * *

  Millie sat at the long dining table, opposite her Aunt Rose. Beside her sat Ben Windham. Having tried fruitlessly to engage Millie in conversation, he had now turned his attention to Miss Arabella Price, who was seated to his right. This transfer of interest had not escaped the notice of Aunt Rose, who now shot Millie piercing glances of disapproval.

  The house party was rapidly becoming too much for Millicent. Initially she’d tried to be agreeable and accommodating towards Mr Windham but as soon as she had given him any encouragement, he had overstepped the mark and tried to take advantage.

  “He asked to kiss me,” Millie had complained to Aunt Rose, in the belief that the grand dame would surely see how inappropriate the request had been.

  But Rose had only laughed, saying scornfully, “With the signals your father has been giving him, I’m surprised he asked so little.”

  “It’s not so little,” Millie had insisted.

  “Granted, Millicent, in my day such a request may have been viewed as precocious but times are changing, girl,” was all her aunt had replied. Millie interpreted this to mean that her chaperon thought she should grant Mr Windham his wish. But she wouldn’t.

  “I’m nipping out for a breath of fresh air, Aunt Rose,” Millie said across the table, rising and vacating her seat before Aunt Rose had a chance to detain her.

  Millie wandered to the back of the house and through the busy kitchens, dodging the servants who scurried in the opposite direction to serve the dinner of many courses.

  “You shouldn’t be in here, Miss,” young Effie complained, as Millie walked through the scullery, bound for the back door, “You’ll spoil your new dress.”

  But Millie just smiled blithely at the girl and carried on. She cared nothing for the dress.

  When she was out in the stable yard, Millie looked about but could see no one; all the staff had been called into the house to help with dinner, it seemed. But then she spied lamplight from the furthest stall. She headed for it.

  It was as Millicent had hoped. Of course, Ryan had managed to resist the call to wait on the gentry for the evening. Millie leant against the stable door, hoping the fabric of her dress would catch on it and be ripped to shreds. He was examining the hooves of her father’s favourite stallion. He had his back to her. She smiled to witness his broad shoulders, his shirtsleeves rolled up, as, bent over, he scraped at the horse’s hoof.

  It was not until Ryan set the hoof back down and went to examine the next one, that, from the corner of his eye, he noticed Millie. He started. “I didn’t see you there, Miss Millicent,” he said.

  Millie just smiled at him and, pushing open the stable door, entered the stall.

  “That’s a pretty dress,” Ryan observed. “Be careful you don’t get it dirty in here.”

  “You too!” Millie complained.

  “Sorry?” Ryan asked.

  “I’ve already been cautioned by Effie,” Millie explained.

  “Well, you should be careful,” Ryan said.

  “It’s just a dress,” Millie replied dismissively.

  “But you look beautiful in it,” Ryan continued, adding involuntarily, “You look like a woman.” Immediately he said it, he regretted his foolish admission.

  The dress was full-length, white and lacy; chosen by Millie’s father, on the advice of Aunt Rose, no doubt. The dress was, Millie suspected, intended to make her look like a bride.

  “What are you doing?” Millie asked Ryan.

  “Checking Wellington over before Sir Randolph’s hunt tomorrow.”

  “Is he fit?”

  “He’s due a trip to the farrier. That’s why I’m concerned.”

  “Aren’t you clever, Ryan. It’s probably the only excuse Daddy would accept to get you out of serving tonight.”

  Ryan laughed dismissively but didn’t deny her suggestion.

  “You hate all that, don’t you – all that ceremony,” Millie mused.

  “I just like working with horses,” Ryan returned simply.

  “What do you think of Mr Windham?” Millie found it irresistible to ask.

  “Windham? I’m not sure which of the gents you mean. They all seem much of a muchness to me,” Ryan replied casually, to Millie’s delight.

  “Mr Windham has asked me to kiss him,” Millie divulged rashly.

  Ryan laughed rather nervously. “Have you been drinking Champagne, Miss Millie?”

  “Buckets of it,” she replied.

  Ryan laughed again.

  “You’d hate that as well,” Millie observed.

  “I’ve never tasted it–”

  “You don’t want to; you’d hate it.”

  During the discussion, Millie had closed in on Ryan, whilst he had attempted, somewhat vainly, to continue inspecting Wellington’s hooves.

  “What would you think if I asked you to kiss me?” Millie blurted over Ryan’s lowered head.

  At that, he dropped Wellington’s leg and stood upright.

  “You’d think it quite rude, wouldn’t you?” Millie pursued.

  Ryan’s expression animated, he replied, “It’s a dilemma I’m unlikely to face, Miss.”

  “But why?” Millie asked plainly. “If Benjamin Windham can ask it of me, why shouldn’t I ask it of you?”

  Ryan’s amusement subsided. He looked at Millie intently. “Please don’t play games with me, Miss Millicent. I think you’ve just had too much to drink tonight.”

  “But I haven’t, Ryan – and I’m not.”

  Millie edged forward and pressed her fingers g
ently against Ryan’s strong, broad chest, recalling how she had buried her head in it on the day he’d shot Charger. “If Benjamin Windham –for whom I care so little– can ask it of me, then why shouldn’t I ask it of you, Ryan? You, for whom I care a lot,” she qualified unguardedly, looking up into his eyes.

  With his expression still so very serious, Ryan leant forward and, very gently, placed a kiss on Millie’s brow. “I think you should get back to your party now, Miss,” he said.

  But Millie leapt to embrace Ryan, demanding, “Hold me.”

  “I can’t Miss Millie,” Ryan replied, drawing himself upright to escape her grasp and holding his own arms apart.

  “Why?” she complained.

  “For one thing, my hands are filthy and I’d spoil your dress and, for another, your father would have me hanged if he found out,” Ryan explained, trying to remain light-hearted in tone and convince himself it was just the Champagne talking.

  “Then kiss me properly,” Millie insisted, “on the lips. Kiss me properly and I’ll leave you in peace. We’re quite alone; nobody need ever know,” she added.

  “You promise?” he said, looking down at Millie and involuntarily smiling into her eyes.

  “I promise,” she said.

  And so he kissed her. Not a transient peck but a lingering kiss that left an imprint on Millie for the rest of the evening and beyond. The soft warmth of his lips; the gentle pressure he exerted on her own lips, and how he stood still, his arms still free of Millie, but didn’t resist her efforts to press the blasted dress against him and soil it with his stable-grime.

  When he finally ceased Millie just stood before him, speechless.

  “We had an agreement,” Ryan said softly but firmly.

  “I know,” she replied in a whisper, reluctant to leave his side. “Thank you, Ryan,” Millie said humbly before taking leave of him.

  “It was my pleasure, Miss Millie,” the stable lad replied, trying hard to stifle any elation he was feeling in the aftermath of their encounter.